In one month

Sometimes I feel guilt
Eleven months
And I still breath

Pain is there
Hidden deep inside me
The waves are slow
Not so intense

But then with no warning
A storm brews deep down
And the waves swallow up my beach
Crash and thrash
What little castles I have built

Reality sets in
Dreams live in color
And your still nowhere to be found

You may have been an ass to me
But you where mine
And I was only yours.

Take A Look

Look close and you will see
Look close and you will know
Look close and you will be,
Just as lost as me....