Acceptance

I have tried to start this so many ways... But have no beginning to give...
It just seems like it was always there...
Hidden under a vail... Just out of view.
I wanted what I was not ready for!
And then all came to be and here I sit...
Accepted...

Sunndae Langston

Breath

I'm grateful for those small moments where we can just breath.
Just moments ago,
I was spent....
to tired to fight anymore.
But then words from a love one...
changed my view...
helped me move past.
In a moment...
I got to breath.

Sunndae Langston

Rules to being strong

1. Be born into hell
2. Don't ever run
3. Learn to smile
4. Never let them see you
5. Smile a lot
6. Make short cut to hell
7. Walk with your head up
8. Love/Live with no regret
9. Move on quickly
10. Remember to smile

Pain will always be there. And so will Joy.

Sunndae Langston

The EX...

So I got to come face to face with the ex of my boyfriend.
I have been respectful and passive, when it comes to her.
Even though she tried to push my buttons and lied.
I can understand the pain I saw in her eyes, after all...
It must be hard to figure out she blow it with a caring man.
But that time is over for her,
now it is our time.

I enjoy him and his family. As he enjoys mine.
Together we plan and we build our future. Thank you my friends for the love and support you have shown me.
It's been a bumpy ride through the last few years.
Lots of big changes and growth.
Life lessons that hurt like hell,
And wonderful new beginnings ...

Sunndae

Sugar Rush

Eat too many candies....
Mind gets all fuzzy
rushing thoughts...
Dumb thoughts fill up empty places,
rushing through with vengeance.
Don't get it, don't understand...

Eat too many candies ....